Backwards

For all the forward movement I felt I had taken, today it seems I have gone nowhere but backwards. It is almost as if I am starting over with this pain. How can that be??? Maybe I have had too much time today to think about it... maybe I'm just simply exhausted...maybe tomorrow will be better. Instead of staying up and missing him more and dwelling on it more, I'm going to take a Tylenol PM and try to get a good night's sleep. I hope tomorrow brings new hope with the new day.....